I might be too young to settle down and marry, but I’m definitely too old to be playing anymore games. I’m too old to just be talking to someone, too old to not know what’s really going on, and too old to be entertaining somebody with no intention of making it work. At this age, I’m only interested in consistency, stability, respect and loyalty. And I want to hear someone tell me that they love me and know they Goddamn mean it.

(via leensrb)

Its hard to feel weak during a time when you know you have to be strong. With so many different things going on and all the different things planned for the near future, I am wondering how I will successfully tackle it all with these rubber rings inside of me. I have never enjoyed being weak or feeling weak, but I cant help it but feel any other way. I know I cant let this disease get the best of me emotionally, but no one will *ever understand what I am going through, and what I will be going through for the rest of my life.