If it’s meant for you, you won’t have to beg for it. You will never have to sacrifice your dignity for your destiny.
I’m all alone in this hospital room. Actually wait, I take that back because I’m sharing my room with a Japanese lady who is keeping me awake with her ferocious breathing.
But anyway, I’m alive and I’m starving. Who knew the TV plays so many damn pizza commercials? Pizza! My guilty pleasure of all things. Lol I’m trying to laugh it off but my life revolves around indulging in the greatness of being able to eat and it depresses me how I have been completely robbed of that opportunity for the past two days and the next couple weeks… I just want water…
I am tying this with one hand and it’s extremely difficult. But being hooked up to an IV through my wrist is actually hurting 10x worse than my post surgery pain. Humf
If you have made it this far in my post, you know about 1/10th of my struggle and battle with my disease, but I believe that it will all be worth it in the end. Everyone is facing their own unique battle and I just want to say stay strong :)
There will be days where my heart seems to be full and I’ll constantly remind you that you’re the greatest thing that has happened to me. Just know on the days when my heart seems empty and my eyes wander away from our conversations over wine and couch cuddling- my sentiments will always stay the same. Just because I doubt myself and have allowed myself to indulge in day terrors of my potential failure doesn’t mean I will love you any less. In fact, I will love you more because I know you anchor me in reality.
shout out to anyone who has seen me get stupidly emotional and insanely insecure but has stuck around anyway
I’m not someone with over the top confidence. I get jealous when I see others try to talk to you in a flirty way. I often catch myself second guessing every situation in the worst way possible. It’s a scary thought knowing that there are millions of people out…